Tuesday, June 9, 2009

A Great Way to Ruin a Nice Day

Every once in a while I have a dream.. no, a nightmare... about Andy and cancer. You know the details.

These dreams are wracked with emotion. They're fairly vivid but it's not the vividness (is that a word?) of the dream that bothers me. It's the intense emotions involved. I wake up feeling completely drained of all emotion and energy. I spend the day being a zombie, or at the very least putting on a persona for the unwashed masses.

I had one the night before last. It ruined my day yesterday.

I had one last night. It hasn't ruined my day yet, but I can tell you I have a hopeless feeling and have no motivation whatsoever.

Back to work.

No comments: