I'm having a really hard time trying to remember many specific events between 8/9/2007 and 12/24/2007. I think my brain is blocking it out.
We'll see how things progress. Once his port is out I think it may help things. Going back to the babysitter was quite a significant event. Getting the port out will be another one.
Now I'm tired. I'm really, really, really, really, tired. I feel like the energy has just been sucked out of me. Emotionally, that is. I'm emotionally tired.